Well, it's been five months of trying, and this month I thought it was going to be it. I woke up with cramping four nights before my time to start, and had crazy dreams and tossed and turned all those nights. The appointed day came and went (not without some nervousness). The next day came and went. I bought a pregnancy test, but didn't use it. My husband wanted me to wait until Friday morning, when we'd both be home together for mutual support and/or celebration. I had no sign of a period except for some spotting.
And then today I went to class with a huge headache, fatigue, and gnawing pains in my abdomen. I went to the restroom and there was Aunt Flo, waiting for me. I wanted to cry, but mostly I just wanted to go home and sleep. I feel disappointed, but not discouraged. Now I just want to focus on the future and not freak out about the fact that my 31st birthday is next week....
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